L.O.V.E

You remind me,

2009-08-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

This feeling's so complicating, and pathetic. Too bad, I'm a very random person, sometimes I wanna do things this way I'll just do it, sometimes maybe I'll just keep it to myself. Just wanna keep this feelings to myself, that's damn sad. I guess the person who really understood me is gone. Ye. Very, very tired. & I can't stand the world sometimes. I'ma simple person, maybe sometimes complicated. One sentence, "Be true to me, OR FUCK OFF." .... (=

P.s. Am I running, or this world moving too slow?/
P.p.s Am posting random/craps on this blog since I've gotta new site few days back then ^^/
P.p.p.s Need some icecream to chill now, BYE!

Tons of love~,
SODA.

Super random,

2009-08-20T09:44:00.000-07:00

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE MA BLOGSONG YE BABY HAHAHAHAHA

Unchangable,

2009-08-18T16:24:00.001-07:00

Lmao lmao I'll be lingering around this blog for the timebeing or what I guess... Just hope to get my laptop back soooooon, they take ages to repair it ]: I want a new one.
Anyw, I'm a happy girl these few days ^^v love my lovablez. Later am meetg my DearGirl for movie :D
Annnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddd, last but not least, I'm moving to another site soon and this explains the first sentence of this post =)

Smile like always,

2009-08-18T04:34:00.001-07:00

I think I'm getting sleepy soon and what's wrong man I think it must be due to the stress I'ma facing in ma ma ma hEartZzzXsc ohmfg what the heeeellll is wrong wit me. Had a 13hour sleep earlier on and woke up to facing the mirror with my fat face, ok no, maybe swollen but the reason? I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. Must be too much sleep or sumthing but...... who cares seriously ain't planning to go out later on but everytime i tell myself this, there're bound 2b people asking me out at wierd hours. LMFAO.
Anyw, it's like only 7.36pm and suddenly I feel like so damn miserable, must be pms. N last night before sleeping I just waved at my hammyhamster and it squeaked and fell off from the top it climbed to, what an idiot.
Soooooooooooooo, I'm damn bored nowwww, gna wait for my dinner to be back and I'll be a happy and fat kid WOOTz!!

My boo,

2009-08-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

It's a monday tomorrow, bored like cockz. And am feeling so sleepy. My body's asking me to sleep but my mind's telling me to watch drama then eat maggiemee. Urgh, gastric pain working up again. Guess I'ma just gonna wash up and sleep early tonight :)

Sososo random,

2009-08-15T15:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm, currently at my sweetsweet's house now. Timecheck; 6.37am ]: My eyes hurt and am going to head home soon.
That pig is sleeping like a log on her bed now, while I'm using the net. Am happy that later in the afternoon or what need not set alarm anym because i wanna sleep like a pig and it's been days since the last time I had a good rest.
G.I. Joe earlier on just now, great movie.
And we had steamboat. Cooolz I am tempting for tomyam soup now. Heh, gonna cook maggie when I reach home. Seriously cannot wait, so what am I waiting?

LOL.

Anyw, just randomly wna say I dote on DorisaLim&JesselynTsao!! no law no law.

I want to sing "wei se mo" song already, bybye!

99.9999999999999% percentage,

2009-08-12T05:46:00.000-07:00

My laptop has gone into a coma already, so am using daddy's. And the best thang is that there's msn, I'm so happy hahahaha... But I stayed home all day, well, very bored but lookin' forward to weekends ^^ Guess I'ma not gonna get outta ma crib l8er on, shall do some shopping on9 firsty ;-*

Break the wall so it would listen to me,

2009-08-10T10:29:00.000-07:00

(Remindz mi mi needs i-liner.)

Anyw, my mood is ruined. zZzZzZZz

wo yao shui jiao so wo bu hui xiang tai duo bai~bai!

-,

2009-08-07T13:44:00.000-07:00

My throat's killin' me again ye. Fuck it.
Ok, I'm gonna watch my drama for like awhile more and sleep early!

Hush hush,

2009-08-06T17:38:00.000-07:00

Sigh, is it over? I don't want it to happen.........................................

No, I'm not talking about relationships now ye. But it just feels even more sad than dealing with a r/s problem. Why....?

Anyw, went to Fareast to meet Yuxuan, then we bus-ed over to Srgn to find blur/velda/sotong and co. Well, after that was green for awhile, then over to Anchorvale for Bball til morn,^^ At least it takes away my troubles for a moment.

P.s. I wish I'm perfect. I wish I didn't show out my emotions. At least nothing would happen..

We need help,

2009-08-05T09:24:00.000-07:00

Tampines for SG steamboaty again for late lunch with DorisaLimDearDear. SB makes girls happy. Went green after that awhile to find my blurblur sist. Hehe. Bus-ed home after that.

Maggiemee time. &blogger's back to norm, let's chill~

Sadddddd,

2009-08-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

Actually happy: cuz I'm getting over the sadness. wish things could be just like the past.

Sad: The messages sist show me. sigh.

Angry: cuz I never thought that some people who I thought are my friend/s are so ........ (not pointing fingers at anyone but I hope some people will know that I actually am. GET OVER IT BITCH! LMFAO)

wanted to delete away the "angry" portion because it's so out of my concern and doesn't even connects to the "happy"/"sad" matter. But i guess it'll do good to me in the future at least it notes here so even if my memory fails me i'll remember.

Sorry I know I'm sucha bitch. LOL!

P.s. sweet, I miss you.

不知道。。

2009-08-04T08:50:00.000-07:00

为何觉得那么痛苦呢？

Time for reminiscing,

2009-08-03T13:43:00.000-07:00

Went down to Wdls around evening to find that pigface of mine named Yuxuan! Hahahaha!
I was creeping myself out by seeing something as incensed paper! I'm not even kidding! Was slacking around at the carpark. Til around 2am or so, then sent her home and back home myself too :) My head's spinning now, need to sleep soon ^^v

P.s. I remember the days when we used to go out daily, different places, different ideas. Many memories, uncountable events. The deepest one was the day when I cried so badly, and seeing you cry too made me knew I wasn't facing it alone. I knew you understood. You were there when we were so happy, and you were there when I was down too. I could remember the times we spent together, so precious.. I don't wanna let them be labelled as my "memories", because if I have a choice, I'll rather have them as a story that'll never have an ending. We'll never drift apart anymore, this I promise you. 'cuz you're already playing an important role in my life.

-----
Meanwhile, I need some time to 自我反省.

Torn veins,

2009-08-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

It's been a tough week for me. As well as the earlier week.
Being a loser almost everyday crying over different issues. Doing silly things. Seeing how humans could change over time.

I know we're drifting day by day, and I'm sorry for somehow losing my cool at mac ystd. Because I feel that nowadays without me, you seem to be happier with others ba.. Not picking up your calls/replying your messages is because I'm really out of words. Yeah, and you once told me a sentence, and it made me feel that, maybe I'm the next friend that should go. Because I really *teng* you and really treat as my sister, that's why I will be that sad. Reading your blog, I didn't know you would think it that way. But it's not. Things aren't what it seems to be. I'm sorry, I really miss you alot. I really hope time can rewind.

It's not real,

2009-08-01T02:41:00.000-07:00

Plaza- Pretty's block- Downtown- Rooftop- Era- Home

Well, I'm lazy to elaborate further.

Gone.

Like a star,

2009-07-31T17:40:00.000-07:00

Cp - jy's house steamboat - rooftop area - hg green - house downstairs.
Timecheck; 8:42am. Gonna turn in soon ^^ Going out later.

Enjoyed my day with my girls :D Even though still feelin' stressed up. I feel like I would be so damn tempted to "speak my mind" lol. I feel so irritating and am irritated by myself. so bye!

Sad,

2009-07-30T13:42:00.000-07:00

I'm sad.

Met my blurblur sist at Bugis this afternoon. Walked around and slacked around. Iluma's arcade is veryvery addicting HEHEHE. Then after that, decided to meet Coco my bitch awhile at Hg. After that, went to green and wait for that stupid brother of mine who took damn long to reach man. SIGH!
Anyw, he owes us icecream ^^

MELVINN SAY HI TO SODAAAAA ^^ (EXTRA HOR :])
HAHA.

So anyw, sist and I are at his house now. Timecheck: 4:45am

"I'm pretty sad. Yeah, no one can guess why. :)"

xxx,

2009-07-29T09:49:00.000-07:00

rIrfrorurnrdrorurtrtrhrertrrrurtrhrarlrrerardry

I'm sad./ Need no actresses in my life./ Imitations are Cheap./
okay I'm done. goodnight.

Live my life,

2009-07-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired. even though I didn't even do any chores or whatsoever for the whole day. No idea why too ]:
Anyw, I ate 3/4 tub of icecream+Kfc meltz+cheesefries+coke+shaker fries for the whole day. Is it too much or little? But I wanna really be on a diet already leiiiiiii, I WANT TO BE SKINNY.
And it's only 10.36pm now, I can feel my bones aching. no-no-no-no-no, it ain't h1n1, must be cuz I did 20situps ystd night. & speaking of situps, I can only do 20 for now WTF right. SIGH!'

P.s. I miss sinjeanmin leh!! next time we meet, can curse same person liao.

-

2009-07-28T04:54:00.000-07:00

"Will we ever drift apart?"

Fcked up day,

2009-07-27T03:22:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning wake up to go some fuckedup place which wasted my time totally. Then my parents pissed me off. After that I went to meet Dorisa my dear at Tamp, we went to eat steamboat and made me feel better. Everytime meet her is EAT EAT AND EAT HAHAHA. Anyw, I is damn broke loh. I still owe her 5 bucks. Pathetic right sigh.
Bus-ed home after that, cuz my face is like totally ruined by those crying, then I wore a pair of sunglasses. Fuck those idiots who keep staring, I don't even wanna say out the race later people say I am racist. WHEN I THINK I TOTALLY AM RIGHT NOW.
BYEBYE.

22,

2009-07-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

Evening/bad sleep/dvd/maggiemee/shakerfries

Sad,

2009-07-25T17:38:00.000-07:00

Why am I feeling so sad?

With lies within,

2009-07-24T13:50:00.000-07:00

Yawns.
Went to dbg to meet Manxuan in the afternoon!! Slacked, she ate, Cynthia came along, I buy my stuff, Dorisa came, they went crazy (LOL), til nightime.
Then after that, Xuan and I accompanied Cynthia to bq. Finally, home sweet home 4 miiiiieee!!

Overall, fun day ^^

(This is the pressie Ddear got 4 miiie lei, TOUCHED even though l8 4months. HAHA)

Sorrrrrre throat,

2009-07-23T22:15:00.001-07:00

Hiiiiie, I just wokeup. And my sore throat is damn irritating me 1 lor ]: URGH.
Anyw can you believe it, I was like cursing this spree organizer the whole night (EVEN IN MY DREAMS) and the next day, I received my parcel. HAHAHA. Cool or what.
And&&, is there any way to cure sore throat? Okie, maybe I should try strepsils l8ter on.
8D 8D 8D

Negative,

2009-07-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

Had dentalllllllll at town and it sux cuz I am darn fuckin lazy to step out of my room but in the end I still went for it cuz I didn't wanna drag the whole thang.
So, I was at town for like 1hour.
COOOLZ

And as for yesterday, went to some school for awhile and fly to dbg to get my stuff ^O^ Happiiiie me. Afterthat, trained down to amk to meet my dear girl named MANXUAN. She is insane see me and hug me like mad LOL we've not been seeing each other for like damn fuckin' long.
Had dinner and then we bought some more food to eat while talking. Insanity cuz, we didn't manage to finish up the food. LOL. Then after that, walked all the way to her friend's condo ]:
And one thing which can make me laugh when I'm reminded of her friend iz, he looks like ***** L O L
Horhor, me gonna cook maggiemee now and I am not even hungry but my mouth's itchy/

Never say never,

2009-07-22T11:46:00.000-07:00

Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while
You can never say never
while we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
Picture, you're queen of everything
Far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling
I'll steady your hand

Random,

2009-07-21T07:16:00.001-07:00

HELLO! :DLook below!BYEBYE! D:

Fuck you,

2009-07-21T04:17:00.000-07:00

FUCK MAN

Heartfelts,

2009-07-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

It's hard to see who are the true ones and who ain't.

爱的中间是一个“心”。如果分割，那么那个人就是死的。

爱上你，只有一种可能，那就是“痛”

但如果我选择放弃你，那么我就有一万种可能。

Steamboatiiiiee,

2009-07-20T08:34:00.000-07:00

Headed out to Tamp to meet Ddear. Waited for her for sibei long and she finally arrive. Went on to our mizzzzzzion!!!! That is, TO HAVE STEAMBOATIIIIEE @ SEOUL GARDEN.
(wild giggles!!!!!!!!)
We ate for like, erm, nearly 3hours. Had alot of food, feelin' so goddamn full and hell finally we headed out of that place HAHA. Damn great.
Went to walk around and get a few stuff and home @ 9! Yes, I think this is one of the very few times I am home so early and I am damn glad because I love staying home. Watching drama. Relaxingxxxx. Eating icecream. Potato chippppozzz. Drinking choco milk+Milo. Doing facial mask. Bathe anytime I wannnnnnaaa. AND A LOT OF THANGS HEHE.

Okie, gnaaa continue watchin' my drama naw. It roxxxx999. Learnt a few things. Feelin' so darn good. BAI!!

Regret,

2009-07-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

My one and only wish, to turn back 6 years' time.

REGRETS!

Promise me,

2009-07-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

Sad day.

I really wish wishes do come true, and my judgement don't always get wrong.. It sux I swear. Sometimes I'm just trying to hold on to things which I know eventually will never belong to me. The time keeps running out and I can't do anything. Sometimes I just wish I could close my eyes and escape from reality forever. But those nightmares just haunt me... everynight.

I hate myself sometimes. Promises shan't be broken. Yet loved ones gone. The used and the gone.

Too little too late,

2009-07-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

Lights,

2009-07-16T17:03:00.000-07:00

Went bugis walkwalk, my stupid CynthiaNN come find me. :B Then saw til Coco my bitch and Feroz (: Went eat Kfc and the two girls mentioned above, are very cute ah. They kehkiang go order Family meal, I at there laughing. In the end they eat abit full already. LOL. Kenny came along and we went to Iluma de arcade. Tsk, tsk, tsk!
After that, me and bitch went back to sk meet her two friendz. Before that, we were like counting the number of people staring at us (for idk what reason) cuz we're always getting stared at NOT KIDDING. -___- Lol..
Anyw, reached Sk, met her friendz. One of them is "Property of AM" and nickname is "PB". LOl. Retarded I swear. Went rooftop, eat talk slack til morning.
And current timecheck; 8:09am. I'm so hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy but I'm so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyy to cook. Baiiiiiiizzz, gonna watch drama nao ^O^!!

P.s. That's damn sad... STRESS AND SICK AND TIRED AND SAD.

Retrieve the trust,

2009-07-15T08:48:00.000-07:00

LOL. so it was like, I met Nicolette that idiot pretty of mine at plaza in the afternoon. Before we headed out to meet each other, was tweeting like nobody's business. & she said she liked my phone, so I took a picture of it(above) and tweeted to her.

(above)This is my princess. LOL RANDOM.

(below)Nicolette and Sara. HAHAHA.

Slacked around plaza with them and then off to Tamp to meet my dorisa deardear :D

We had lunch at this cute restaurant. Hahahahahaha.

(above) this is nice :B

And she told me some things, I'm sucha tragedy nao. LMAO ^O^

After that, went to shop around, and then sweet came and went to tibit-spam-buy again! It was crazy when I saw the total amount on the cashier. LOL

Bought alot of other stuff too!! Happy girl me am. HEHE.

Okie! It's 12mn nao, GONNA BATH AND WATCH MY DRAMA WOOTS.

Really random,

2009-07-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

Pinkish nails. Cell ringing but I'm ignoring. Watching drama. Twittering nonstop. Listening to music. Munching on Oreos. Having B&J. Tasteless Wang2. One eyed HelloKitty. Ibanking device. Icecream Phone. Gojane sticker. Red Sunglasses. Barbie doll on the floor. Domokun on the verge. Remote control upside down. Back to drama nao.

Queen of destiny,

2009-07-13T04:41:00.000-07:00

Can't stop having this wierd feeling when I stay home or return home just feel so strange like I'm a stranger in this place. Urgh, and I can't stop repeating "I SO WANNA GO OVERSEAS" over and over again. I'm like feeling my eyelids now, this tension and they are fighting against me now. "Stay awake, stay awake." Cuz if I sleep now I will wake up in a strange hour again.

Yes, and I need to shop but my horoscope thingy ask me to not anyhow spend $.$ (YES I am in believing in such kinda things don't ask me why cuz I have no idea why too and I know you guys must be thinking, ohgosh what a dumbfuck, BUT i don't give a fuck to your pointless comments so.....).

Many things I needa strike off my to-do list but I'm so damn lazy and what I did all day long was to stay in bed watching drama using the internet and the only walkings are to the kitchen.

Ok, I'm back to my drama now. ^O^

Smile people smile ^^

2009-07-12T15:52:00.000-07:00

Timecheck as usual; 7:14am

Wokeup abruptly AGAIN. This huge craving of having hl milk cuz I dreamt of it but I always hated it. And I also dreamt of a bitch, who I fortunately didn't bump into for months already woots. Ok, so how I wish I have school. Because at least there's a reason for me to rot around.

I think I am gonna play poker now.

But it feels pretty lifeless.

And I feel like sleeping even though I don't feel like to (okie this is contradicting) cuz of the nightmares I'm having every night ]: & I miss Gina & Daphne very much. (L)

Put your records on,

2009-07-12T01:17:00.000-07:00

Okie, I'm like awake for 34hours already. & timecheck; 16:18pm
(I can feel my eyes shutting down anytime I swear. x__x)

So it was like, met my dear dordor at Rm, and she accompanied me to do my freakg hair. After that, went to eat and I finally ate my meesiam but it sux. ]: (points middle fingiiiie)

LOL

After that, headed to Amk hub to meet my veldadada. She damn bad, made me go down to amk then tell me we're heading to ehub ]: Went ehub, some chalet and it was so damn bored -___-

So was actually planning to catch the midnight movie but some ... problems cropped up and ended up we rotted around. Til it was like around 11am we decided to move on back to ehub and caught a horror movie. Freaked me out.

Random,

2009-07-10T22:02:00.000-07:00

LOL. Ownage x99. I see the retarded bitch name Fel go put our msn conver and can't stop laughing. Then I show her this urbandictionary thing, which was kinda dumb and I can't stop laughing too. Anyw, now I abit feel like eating congee alr. HAHA.

No idea why am I still so hyper when it's like only 1:04pm now. Maybe gonna go do my hair and some shopping after that is movietime and rooftop? Hehehe, bye for nao.

Anyw I just randomly found this old picture on my laptop so I just uploaded it for the sake of fun. HAHA.

It's so sad,

2009-07-10T17:40:00.000-07:00

Yup back from the hosp. Good for those who know why, because I need not explain... Only my sweet knows best ^^
Somehow, this incident took my mind off plenty of stuff and for now I'm feeling quite happy.
& I can't wait to see my beloveds later on (?) Hehe. && I can't wait to eat meesiam and banmian. Yesssssss, I'll go all the way to the airport just to eat my fav food.
Anyw, feel quite sad cuz of a friendship thing. Maybe I'm thinking too much? Argh, heckcare.
&&&&& I can't wait for a getaway, hmm, prolly planning to leave Sg for awhile. It's too boring here and too much complications.. (STRESS)

Okie, daddy's cooking noodles for me now as it's like 8.48am and it's almost impossible to find my meesiam now ]: lovws!

Just friends,

2009-07-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hehehe, my all time fav song lor, but then duno why got 3 different girls inside the mv lea, how come.

And currently am feeling so damn cold, no idea why but I hab been sleeping for 10hours just now. Shiok somemore need to force myself to wakeup like machiam I kena h1n1 lea. suddenly abit feel like going to rooftop now, but i think i will need to wear alot of clothes and my boots there IT SO FREAKG COLD urgh. i think the people from mac will think i am insane.

Don't cry,

2009-07-06T15:21:00.000-07:00

7pm; x.ahboy's condo for bbq

11pm; many cabs to many places (CRAZY LOL)

2-3am+; Sweet's apartment

5am; Getting to Era

6am; Prata shop nearby Era

9am; Justin's house

12pm; Back to Era z

3pm; Half dead while playing Audi

4pm; Tibits-spam-buy at 711

5pm; Home finally

5am; Suddenly wake up

Pictures?;

Timecheck; 6.46am. I'm so bored, feel like ordering Mac but I had a whole lota chunk of tibits awhile ago.

Mad world,

2009-07-04T17:17:00.000-07:00

Went down to green in the middle of the night to find that fucker Jiayang (: and my stupid brother^^. HAHA. They were with their friends halfway playing dota when I reached -.- Then went to coffeeshop sitsit. After that, Jiayang fetch me to Anchorvale CC, wanted to sit there and eat alone cuz I am feeling so moody due to some problems that happened recently.. But he so kind hor, pei me ^^
After eat finish, he went home. Cuz I want to be alone too.. Sat at the roadside for few hours.. Felt so damn moody. Listened to some songs and kept tearing. Ss again. Even people driving can keep staring at me -.-
Finally around 5am, Coco my bitch came and find me. She take cab from Holland, touched hor :) Slacked around, then went to my house area to wait for her friend. He got us beer and she keep complaining it was bitter. LOL. But I think we abit insane, drink when the sun come out.
Home after that. Need to sleep sooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.......!!!!! Going out again later on.
Ohohoh, and I'm so damn happy I've finally got my card. I need my passport lea hmm..

Laziness,

2009-07-04T07:39:00.001-07:00

HUNGRY!

Losing myself,

2009-07-03T18:02:00.000-07:00

Today I lost myself, couldn't control my emotions. Sweetsweet saw me crying, I told her to slap me to wake myself up because I'm lost, then I see her cry, I cried even harder. The way I see her cry cuz of me, is really heartbreaking. Now I'm at her blog, and it's starting again.
Back at home, got yelled at for nothing of my fault. I don't understand why (x) is always finding fault at me. I don't even feel like I am her real (xx). Because of her, (o) scolded me. I'm so unfamiliar to this place. Breaking down.
I'm feeling so much stress, really can't take it any further. Just one more thing, and I'll really go crazy. I really feel like switching my cellphone off and just avoid reality. But I can't...

It's starting again.

****

2009-07-02T03:44:00.000-07:00

I'm not so weak, neither am I so strong.

& guardian angel, where're you? :')

One of a kind,

2009-07-01T00:17:00.000-07:00

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room
is cold
It's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long
Another the moment seems to've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up
again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end
of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the
blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running
somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon's
fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone
and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I
don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Note to self: "If that boy don't love you by now, he will never ever, never ever love you."

Overriding,

2009-06-30T00:28:00.000-07:00

"should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there."

########

2009-06-29T17:46:00.001-07:00

Okeh I'm back. Timecheck; 8:46am now.
URGH, I seriously swear I'm turning into a panda anytime.

9+pm==> Changi
10+pm==> Nightclub
2+am==> Jen's house
4+am==> In the midst of Mj-session
5+am==> Coffeeshop for food
6+am==> Relaxed at the carpark top
7+am==> Cabbed home, the fucking taxi driver wants me to die with him, even nearly bang a car.
9+am==> Typing this sentence right now. Moodless. BYEBYE

Somebody call 911,

2009-06-28T10:47:00.000-07:00

Lol. I can't believe it, I am actually getting excited over the reopening of school tomorrow. WHEN I AM NOT EVEN GOING. LOL.
My dear girls are going back to school. BORED.
"Somebody call 911, shawty fire burning on the dancefloor, whoaaa" My ringtone which is so damn making me sot. Salt sot salt sot salt.
I just ordered another item online again, guilty much.

P.s. I miss baby and xuan too :) My two also precious girls lol. Don't worry our hearts are connected and will never drift.

Chasing pavements,

2009-06-28T02:52:00.000-07:00

Fucking hungry, too traumatized to cook alone at home for now, after I got the whole house filled with smokes yesterday. LOL.

edit,
just bathed finish, so fucking cold in my room. Gonna watch tv and drink bye hearties.

Untitled,

2009-06-27T17:17:00.000-07:00

Met my Ddear at sengkang, haha. Bought my stuff and we settled for dinner there. She damn kp. HAHA. After that, went home put my things and headed to Tamp. Alone for hours there and mountain chicken doesn't believe me no matter what. LOL. Listening to 下雨天(damn, this song reminds me of didi, I so fucking miss him) and sitting on the roadside, wow, actually teared. Then those who drove past stared at me, AM I SO STRANGE? -_____-
Walked to tamp mall's taxi stand and sit. Then this guy came and asked me if I am waiting for my friend or what. I thought is security guard LOL. Wow, he so kind, say he saw me sitting down for veryvery long then he sent me to downtown. In my mind thinking, "he isit sot?" LOL. But then he's shuai lea, TMD.
Reached downtown, went brother's chalet. Familiar faces. Velda my dada and I keep pissing Justin my retard off. HEHEHE.
Lol... After that, ......................................... Lol, but am not joking?Laughs. Bwg.
Went to the poolside with Blurblur my really blur sister to find Coco my bitchybitch and her friends. Her friends damn mean. HAHA. And one of them said I am demonic? Just because I had the most alcohol and I even said it tasted like fruit punch? LOL. Me am not kidding, it's really damn sweet. lol.
Morning, my bitch and I cabbed home. Bathed and I puked. GOSH....... First time I puked drinking so little alcohol... -____- LOl. people, don't try me, I'm reallyreally a bad drinker.

Timecheck; 8.32am.

Had to forget,

2009-06-26T13:09:00.000-07:00

Woke up damn reluctantly this afternoon at 1. Gosh, slept at 7am the previous. Had to be so early cuz of my dental, which is at town URGH. But my appointment was at 5. Didn't wanna be late so, woke up extra early.
Got prepared and all, was like planning to take the bus to town but it was so fucking slow, and 4.30pm it still haven't came. WAITED FOR 20 MINS for that fucking bus. Decided to be early for my appointment for once, so cabbed down AGAIN. Damn.
Picked Ddear up from Fep, then down to my clinic. URGH, had to wait for like 25mins or so for my turn though I reached like 10mins before 5. OH DAMN IT. 2 more months okeh#$%^&
After my appointment, bus-ed down to Bugis to meet Jen, was early again. Idk why but I feel so early today. Despite the constant always-late person me. (Giggles)
Walked around street, had dinner and Jen went to work somewhere near Bugis. Ddear and I waited for her to end work, 3hours SIGH. But it was okeh anyw. Ddear went home before midnight, and Jen finally ended work.
Both of us cabbed down to Pasirris for Sotong that stupid bro of mine de chalet. Abit bored. 2am+ Kel brought bro, lin, shamp, and I to rounding? While Jen headed home. After that, back to the chalet while me cabbed home.
Timecheck; 4:17am. SO DAMN HUNGRY, finally my headache is gone =D Feel like cooking maggie to eat now. OK, I think I should. BAI SWEETIES.

Better in time,

2009-06-25T11:58:00.000-07:00

So bored nawww. Havta wakeup pretty early later on ]: But I still not that sleepy. Guess I'm gonna play Poker on Fb naw? I so wanna own those nubs (^O^)

Going crazy,

2009-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

Okeh, finally a different food for dinner this time round. But still fastfood..

Could anyone plz update me on the availability of food in Cp? URGHHHH.

Ichigo Bliss ^^v Daddy bought 6 for me :B

Hohooo, anyw, spent my day watching movies/series at home again. Caught De Javu, a pretty nice but complexed movie. Lol, I got so emotionally attached to it that I actually cried for the death of the main actor when in the end, he did not die. (Watch it if you wanna know what I mean ^^)

Timecheck; 10:25pm.
Currently; watching vids on youtube. (OH MAI CORK, SO
BORING).
Planning to; Rot online or perhaps tidy up my room (oh it does
help in reminiscing, I mean seriously.)
Feel like; Drinking, playing mahjong, turning into 18yrs old
instantly RIGHT NOW so I can instantly buy a vehicle and drive around Sg, no
kidding.
Trying to; stop crying, can't help it but my current song on
the playlist makes me cry HOW SAD.
Gonna; Publish this post and say bai fookers.

K, bai, far, kers.

Never say goodbye,

2009-06-24T09:47:00.000-07:00

Just colored my hair, abit no difference SIAN. But then one good thing is I colored the black roots liao. Haha. BORED. Gonna play Poker now, WISH ME LUCK IN GETTING 1 MIL K. (xxo)

So much for a person,

2009-06-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

My dinner earlier on. While playing Mahjong on Viwawa. (LAUGHS)

& I'm so damn sick of this already, ohgosh. Now I'm also regretting spending $xxxx on online sprees. Seriously can't wait for the rest of my items to arrive (which means I am not going to give in to spree temptation for now) and save more $$ to accompany the $xx pathetic amount of money in my bank. Then after that, maybe go on a vacation. Sg makes me so sad, URGH.

Stayed home earlier on;

1st reason- Wokeup not-so-early. 2nd- was raining. 3rd- can't get my eyes off the television.

Somehow I have no idea what's wrong with me cuz I cried for 2 times today already.

1st; memories. 2nd; something i wouldn't care to elaborate.

Okie, gonna bath now. xxo

For you, I will,

2009-06-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday headed down to Cck. Went to some rooftop with my precious girls =)

Some random night of me camwhoring in the cab (LOL);

Muji food, omg, yummy plz! Gotta stock up more :B

Seoul Garden 2 days ago, (Monday), and now I am craving for it!!

Last Friday/Saturday at Fairmont Hotel (CRAZY NIGHT);

& Pictures from some random night:

Parcels daily, (giggles);